Life is a mirror

We face so many people every day,

There is only one I ask "today are you okay".

From all I do hide what I feel inside,

It’s only from you I can never hide.

I think for myself without you it’s not possible to know me,

Where only truth you could see.

With my own eyes I hate to look,
flaws and all the hidden truth.

You may be placed on the wall,
but it’s only you my true self you can call.

“Believe in yourself” is what I feel when I stare,

The reflection I see is that hidden glare.

With action to you I may speak,

You show me that in my own way I’m unique.

Between us the truth I knew,

Life is a mirror; you don't smile until I do.

©Irfy

The Star in my head

I think sometimes gazing the stars up high,

Without you the night seems so dry.

When you’re with the moon why do you shine so bright?

One star replied “we shine always but it’s only the special ones that sees our light”

  

I wonder how I am special when whatever I do is wrong,

No matter what I do it’s the same mistake I do lifelong.

I may be lost in finding what’s right,

Just feared would say good bye without saying you stars good night.

  

I could see one star shining with all its light far away,

I asked “oh star is something wrong, why you feel so stray”.

This star replied me “say me what’s right in our lives”,

I felt the sharp pain of a million knives.

  

I was so interested to know more about this special one,

I asked again “isn't your life a normal with worries of none”.

This star replied me “feeling weird and trying to be me before I turn red”.

This time I felt tears from eyes that silently shed.

  

All I could say is lonely star just don’t let your eyes cry,

Simply smile till the end and make every night like it’s your vanilla sky.
©Irfy

Every one has this moment,

Every one has this moment,

The moment someone tells you that you're not good enough.

No matter what it is i would face it even though it’s tough.

They say me just give up its not worth a try,

I would stand strong and no longer i will cry.

I don’t care if you don’t believe in me,

I believe in GOD and bow down on my knees.

The only thing I would like to say “just leave me alone,

I don’t need anyone’s advice it’s my time I’m on my own.

I just feel how people around me put me down,

With the fake smiles they just frown.

There is nothing within you people for me to embrace.

You will know how hurt a person can be If I put yourself in my place.

Stop giving excuses when you don’t know what to say,

If you struggle in life don’t just pretend to be scarecrow find you way.

I’m better off without you,

That’s my destiny and the way i grew.

Do your duties don’t expect in return,

Avoid making mistakes as from them you learn.

Nothing more nothing less,

Stop complaining that life is a mess.

I Swallow my pride just to be a friend,

I Swallow my pride just to be a friend,
Because its friendship that last until the end.
I wish i could unburden all my secrets to you,
But now you've become one of them and i wish you knew.

The biggest secret i have to hide,
From the closet person to whom I've never lied.
The love will always be true till the end of time,
I still don't know why cant get over you when you're not even mine.
Love a person in silence is best choice i take,

I own her in my dream until i’m awake.
You  just have no clue,how my heart feels toward you.
Some dreams as i wish just don't fulfill,
All I can do Is hope that someday you will.

Our Blood Is One Colour And It's Red.

We live in a world of hope of a different race. Humanity is one,it’s how we diverse in the face. I just hate to see everywhere post of racism, Every human growing their anger of haterism. Once i was asked what all this racism fight. My answer was what’s racism...Quite. From birth my parents taught me was smile and do what’s right, If someone feels lonely and under darkness, show where is the light. Remember, We all are people that share the same earth, Life is short,until you breathe make your life something worth. Doesn't matter what colour our skin is embedded, As long as our blood is one colour and its red. What i feel about Racism is so wrong, In mankind it has no place and it doesn't belong. We shall stand as one and call us as one Nation. And fight for a better tomorrow without hesitation.

Is it my instinct or for my sake

I just don't know the reason why I took a break,

Is it my instinct or for my sake.

I thought for a second in me what others see,

Its my  feeling with words i define me.

Each word i choose with utmost care,

It flows within my inner feeling i swear.

I’m amazed  of the world that my mind explore ,

As I walk by so many close doors.

I see an open one far from my gaze,

I get this feeling why and i’m amaze.

I understand that an open door is always blind,

For people with closed mind.

I’m lost in living confusion,

With the one i live and with one i wish to live is some delusion,

peace of mind i seek  is never to be found,

if I don't listen to the  voice of my heart sound.

I m lost with my world when you speak.

I just don't know the answer for your question which makes me weak.

I wrote this so you would know your words were not in vain,

For couple of  years your answer was “I’m vacant”,my was ”hmmmm OK” again and again.

I just write with no reason to know.

Sometimes the things I try,

Even with a smile I can never lie.

If I was to start to live in my past,

Wouldn’t achieve and I know I may not last.

I seek way more than I fear,

After all, only loneliness appear.

Yet realize why am I strong

When I was weak so long.

Lets be fearless when you feel afraid,

Let my arms of care and love to aid.

Random words may flow,

I just write with no reason to know.

Let's be fearless when you feel afraid,Let my arms of care and love to aid.Random words may flow,I just write with no reason to know.

Give me a chance back in time

Wish i could travel back in time.
To save you one last time.
So i wont ever need to lose some i need the most,
Your love was unconditional and always close.

You would always asked “should i really go”,
Replies from heaven would be”yes its time to leave below”,
I cant imagine the pain you had to go through,
It was always a secret even between me and you.

There are some things only you understand,
I always needed you as my close friend.
I feel so chill and cold,
With a hug let your arms hold.

I miss you so much that no one can take your place,
Not million things can change you or replace.
I know i’m not alone,
You was always beside me to say your my own.
.
Things turn to be tough and worst,
You made me strong to live even its cursed.
When with no reason tears flow,
your last memories start to grow.

It's just that time had its reason to break us apart,
So no time machine can keep you away from this heart.
You will always be my guardian angel that we knew,
Would call you MOTHER With your pride we grew

The reality what i see in you

Wish you could see that smile on my face,
When i see the green dot i go lost in space.

I wait until you see my reply,
I always wish its never a good bye.

Hope some time you would spare,

To understand my love and care.

Without any reason i fell for you,

My eyes never lie the feeling which is true.

I always think i rather wait a little more,
Because you're the only thing i long for?

When all i want is only you till the end.
Let you know you're my “the special friend”

©Irfy

The star of my heart

When I need that feeling the most,

I seem so closed.

In my heart I silently cry,
with a smile I start to lie.

Its tough to keep myself on track,
When its only your love I lack.

I am cold to say what I feel,
Because broken heart takes time to heal.

my world goes blind and dark,

I see only you as my divine spark.

What if it was just an illusion,

I am sure its an angel with no confusion.

My reality its just like a stargaze,
lost in the fantasy world of maze .

But one day I hope and I pray,
That you'll say yes and with me you'll stay?

©Irfy

Love has no age.............

When everyday I wake and my day starts,

I wonder how would the call is when the beat stops of my heart.

I rather live a life with no regrets,

than a lost hope of the silent death.

I know age is just a number.

I have no reason you I always remember.

how I feel for you I can't change,

I agree its so strange

I may be turning old,

but hands of warmth of love is never cold.

I’m so lost in my walls of my own mind,

hate this feeling that I’m being left behind.

Until I see through someone eyes.

I will never know the value of my life.

I dont want the bitter truth to just fade away,

But hope to say that I love you with no existent this way

©Irfy

Behind your angel eyes

The hidden truth I reveal tonight,
I’m so obsessed with eyes sparkling so bright.
Wanna see yours is my only desire,
Is there something that I could admire.

Behind your angel eyes,
The most exquisite soul lies.

let me gaze through your sight,

feel it and with words I shall write.

With those silent tears you cry inside I could see,
Just don't hide your pain, open your heart and feel free.

I hear your voice even though you don't speak,

cry for the care and love you seek.

The truth I will just let you know,
Those are just open windows.
Inspire everything you see,
With your angel eyes you will find the missing key.
©Irfy