The Star in my head

I think sometimes gazing the stars up high,

Without you the night seems so dry.

When you’re with the moon why do you shine so bright?

One star replied “we shine always but it’s only the special ones that sees our light”

  

I wonder how I am special when whatever I do is wrong,

No matter what I do it’s the same mistake I do lifelong.

I may be lost in finding what’s right,

Just feared would say good bye without saying you stars good night.

  

I could see one star shining with all its light far away,

I asked “oh star is something wrong, why you feel so stray”.

This star replied me “say me what’s right in our lives”,

I felt the sharp pain of a million knives.

  

I was so interested to know more about this special one,

I asked again “isn't your life a normal with worries of none”.

This star replied me “feeling weird and trying to be me before I turn red”.

This time I felt tears from eyes that silently shed.

  

All I could say is lonely star just don’t let your eyes cry,

Simply smile till the end and make every night like it’s your vanilla sky.
©Irfy

Every one has this moment,

Every one has this moment,

The moment someone tells you that you're not good enough.

No matter what it is i would face it even though it’s tough.

They say me just give up its not worth a try,

I would stand strong and no longer i will cry.

I don’t care if you don’t believe in me,

I believe in GOD and bow down on my knees.

The only thing I would like to say “just leave me alone,

I don’t need anyone’s advice it’s my time I’m on my own.

I just feel how people around me put me down,

With the fake smiles they just frown.

There is nothing within you people for me to embrace.

You will know how hurt a person can be If I put yourself in my place.

Stop giving excuses when you don’t know what to say,

If you struggle in life don’t just pretend to be scarecrow find you way.

I’m better off without you,

That’s my destiny and the way i grew.

Do your duties don’t expect in return,

Avoid making mistakes as from them you learn.

Nothing more nothing less,

Stop complaining that life is a mess.

I Swallow my pride just to be a friend,

I Swallow my pride just to be a friend,
Because its friendship that last until the end.
I wish i could unburden all my secrets to you,
But now you've become one of them and i wish you knew.

The biggest secret i have to hide,
From the closet person to whom I've never lied.
The love will always be true till the end of time,
I still don't know why cant get over you when you're not even mine.
Love a person in silence is best choice i take,

I own her in my dream until i’m awake.
You  just have no clue,how my heart feels toward you.
Some dreams as i wish just don't fulfill,
All I can do Is hope that someday you will.

Our Blood Is One Colour And It's Red.

We live in a world of hope of a different race. Humanity is one,it’s how we diverse in the face. I just hate to see everywhere post of racism, Every human growing their anger of haterism. Once i was asked what all this racism fight. My answer was what’s racism...Quite. From birth my parents taught me was smile and do what’s right, If someone feels lonely and under darkness, show where is the light. Remember, We all are people that share the same earth, Life is short,until you breathe make your life something worth. Doesn't matter what colour our skin is embedded, As long as our blood is one colour and its red. What i feel about Racism is so wrong, In mankind it has no place and it doesn't belong. We shall stand as one and call us as one Nation. And fight for a better tomorrow without hesitation.

Is it my instinct or for my sake

I just don't know the reason why I took a break,

Is it my instinct or for my sake.

I thought for a second in me what others see,

Its my  feeling with words i define me.

Each word i choose with utmost care,

It flows within my inner feeling i swear.

I’m amazed  of the world that my mind explore ,

As I walk by so many close doors.

I see an open one far from my gaze,

I get this feeling why and i’m amaze.

I understand that an open door is always blind,

For people with closed mind.

I’m lost in living confusion,

With the one i live and with one i wish to live is some delusion,

peace of mind i seek  is never to be found,

if I don't listen to the  voice of my heart sound.

I m lost with my world when you speak.

I just don't know the answer for your question which makes me weak.

I wrote this so you would know your words were not in vain,

For couple of  years your answer was “I’m vacant”,my was ”hmmmm OK” again and again.