I'm lost in my own world

All my feelings start to fade,

I don’t feel pain or have happiness to trade.

I feel so numb when badly want to touch,

You hiding from me is bit too much.

 I have lost grip of the reality I live,

 I’m sure you can forget but not forgive.

 Everything will change when time drift away,

 Hope it’s not my last good-bye that I would say.

 With thoughts of my dream girl,

 I'm lost in my own world.

 Now my smile is a mask always I wear.

 Words are my feeling is a secret I swear
©Irfy