Heartless

I'm being so heartless which is state of my art,
Finding the missing you which is my soul's only part.
Love where are you honey,
I'm so cold without my sweet bunny.
Missing you is part of me,
Is it the same for you. do you agree.
Days are too long,night are too cold,
Will you be mine so with love i would hold.
I'm not sure which way to go,
The hardest moment to never let it show.
I'm so heartless walks alone,
Feelings knowing for me you don't belong.

whats is life?

We still don't know what we are
Life is a puzzle noone fits perfect so far.
We live in a routine from the time we were born.
Hiding tears with a smile we walk alone.
When the question pops in our head
What is life?silence is what we have instead.
For a moment in life we smile.
It's only we have good friends worthwhile.
Finding the core of us is invisible to our eyes.
Its a soulless heart beneath.pain it lies.
Even.the mirror is clueless about me.
I'm a difference person is what they see.
So many faces makes me feel I'm someone
With pride I would say I'm the only one.
©Irfy

Wish you very Happy Birthday.

Smile like the bright morning sun,
Being divine as you’re the special one.
You mean the world for some eyes.
When darkness falls you rise,
Humble person down to earth,
Whoever owns you will know the worth.
Like a star in some hearts you would glow,
In some hearts you silently grow.
Waited for this day every year,
Now smile with a wish oh my dear.

Angels from above sing the birthday song.
On this day to this world a special star was born.
My friendship with love and care will stay by,
No matter how the years fly.
Let this day be all joy your heart can hold,
A secret message I should have told.
Wanted say this in a special way
Wish you very Happy Birthday.

Just wrote this in minutes

on my way red is all I see,
I wonder why is the reason n its only me.
life stops me for a while,
regretting just to see your smile.
lost in my world without your soul,
what's the purpose of life when I'm left so cold.
don't wanna let it go and move on,
feeling like a looser who is lost and left alone.
hope that there will be someone to give all you need,
now and always, will be a true friend indeed.

I can't bear to see you in pain,
your my masterpiece in my memory lane.
if life give me 1 chance to live for,
it would be you,trust me the rest I will ignore.
these words are all I have for you,
my feelings are divine and true.
there is no-one who knows me well,
with closed eyes about me you can tell.
you are an angel from above.
sent to this world to shower care and love.
when its green and I know,
I wont lose my chance my love for you to show.

What makes me bold

Distance is what makes me bold,
Your love is what I would embrace and hold.
Solitude filled in this mind
Its only you I have between space and time,
Love has no limits with moments i face.
I belong in your heart which is my secure place
I rather be sick in your rain of love,
Of every drop of care you send from above.
Life so alone to live on
Want you to be the queen beside my throne.
Real love is hard to find
Our True love is one of a kind.

Its just Cute

With a kiss on your forehead, want to crown you the best
And make you mine , special forever among the rest.
I'm your Mr. Cute that’s what I hear you say
Will all my love left, I will just make your day.
I love the way with efforts all you care
You care me the most  god has answered my prayer.
Can't wait to hear your voice
Preserved in my head is no choice.
Kisses make me want you more and more
Just 3 words “I love you “, simply can't fake u always will I adore.

Be true to yourself for once

Rather than doing what the mind says and end up down,
Be what you are by listening to your heart that we missed who was always around.
Being true to yourself for once and walk along the untouched roads,
To live with peace we have to find the path with our own code.
Everyone has an inner instinct that looks us, who we desire to be,
Experience the adversity and pain is the way to grow which is destiny.
Mistakes makes us stronger don’t let them define us,
Every lesson learnt has made life easier and not worthless.
To be deserving a someone that is willing to risk everything for me,
Is the rare happiness to seek, I do agree.
Never forget we came alone to this world with love and care,
When we leave the same world, there is nothing we can share.

My Soul to die again

I don’t see me in your eyes
Just a faded dream with a meaningless life.
My emptiness is just a secret unknown
With a smile, I don’t own.
With pain and sorrow I wear,
You left me alone with nothing to share.
With this complicated heart I can never ease your pain,
Just leave me and move on and give a chance for my soul to die again.

Waiting for you

If behind the garden of roses you hide.

I would seek you between those thorns to make you my bride.

If this heart has lost the love which needs to survive.

I would search for your love until my soul is alive.

If bye was your last call before you leave

I will wait for you in life which is my dream I dare to achieve,
I’m helpless as you are far away from me

Strive to get you if that’s the only key.

My heart grows fonder in your absence

Only your love, finally want to embrace.

For my loneliness, your heart is the only place.

Want to hold those hands and walk by
I see me you want in those eyes.

This distance of love isn’t far away,
for hearts who truly love and closely stay.

Only one thought on my mind,

Just don’t leave this space undefined.

When will I stay by your side,
you mine I would say to the world with pride.

You warm loving touch would heal my pain,

Every second of life with you is not going to be in vain.

Leaving me alone to be a mystery.

Many don’t have the ability to see things with compassionate eyes.

Seem to live a carefree attitude and show the world how it implies.

Holding the pain and feeling selfless, will make you who you are.

There is someone in life, that could see the light of this dying star.

When I smile without a cause,

It feels so special when left with no answer to say “because”.

Intention of mind can drive you insane

Ignorance of friend is worse than an enemy’s hatred which is full of pain.

Passing Cloud

As I lay down  on the green grass.
I see so many clouds pass.
Where does all of them come,
I wonder what do they escape from.

The sun’s vision hidden behind the darkness.
The blue sky with shadow moves across has impressed.
No matter how life treats you to step the way .
Fate decides who to lose and stay.

The greatest things in life are worth that wait.
But sometime letting go and moving on is never too late.
It's tough to face the truth by your own.
But pain and sorrow are the only companion together known.

There is so much you don’t know

There is so much you don’t know,

It’s so limited for your eyes that I could show.

I trust the meaning of affection,

With my own  belief and perception.

Life without family and friends will be so bitter to walk on our own,

But there will be one to choose me at my worst hold me when I walk alone.

At times I don’t accept anything except call of this heart,

And end up losing everything even the one I loved the most to be far apart.

Voice around me whisper  take your decision and rest just neglect,

No matter how tough is to survive life is about facing with no regret.

The scars and bruise  as I climb the ladder of fate,

Would wear them all and stand with  pride  to fight hate.

I may be fearless and and will be the one to wipe every tear,

Inside I am that weak man who lives in fear.

I hear many voices of advice to make me strong,

But something it's not that easy to forget as only memories takes me back where I  belong.

I see a desert where I see no sun except  the dark sky,

Misery makes me lost weak and reason for my tears I cry.

With all this I disguise the real me,

I feel nowhere to be found with answers I disagree.

Sometimes I wonder and I go back in time

And come back with pain and realise just done a victimless crime.

To be loved was like losing the ones I love the most.

Wish I could hold the one I love forever so close.

This sorrow is sad but true,

From my childhood I ask God why you.

Irfy©

I may be broken into pieces

Choosing the right one is the hardest decision we take,

Being with no one is better than the wrong one in life would be so fake.

Hiding from the world that should know,

Feeling  for you silently I grow.

In that instance I just give out my heart away,

Hoping that love and care will find on its way.

There are times I go down with wet eyes

It's weird in life of the guys

It's better to show the true feeling ,

Than living a life with weakness has no meaning.

I believe I have a sensitive side,

Which shows that I have a heart to love you with pride.

I may be broken into pieces but believe that I will find the one,

Fighting all my negative thoughts away  until  I feel  that I have won.

The truth when the feeling of being alone that I should accept in life,

There is always someone out there to love me who I would call my wife.

When you close your eyes.

When you close your eyes.

So many things seem so surprising

When I close mine

I just go beyond time.

I see myself, in a land of fate
Far from sea shore I see a flowery gate.
As I walk by the shore .
Hoping to go through without a key

As I approached, i was surprised to see
A red rose surrounded by a garden full of black roses and bees
My only intention to get the red rose was my destiny
As I walked through with the pain of thorns and feel like a felony.

Then I realised, to achieve something special,
It's like falling in love with an angel from hell.
I’m bleeding so that I just could get that special rose,
No matter what happens its me, fate had chosen and knows.

Life is full of ups and downs,
When I get to hold the red rose ,all the black roses turn into butterflies fly around.
It was the most amazing thing I ever saw,
They disappeared in the sky with the brightest glow.

As I close my eyes and open them again,
Left with no rose but a chain.
It was a memory of someone I know,
And the memories just preserved and never can forgo. ©Irfy

Vision of dreams seems so unclear,

Vision of dreams seems so unclear,
Is it something that tells me not to fear.
It fades away when I find the reason behind,
I wake up realizing this is not one of a kind.

I live in place with sorrow and pain,
Without an answer driving me lost and insane.
Something is missing over my  darkest  nights.
Left all alone figuring what's right.

If this is how I end with my reality,
Losing the one who I care is a no sense of morality.
I don’t want to take my moment for granted.
Knowing the value of memories  is worth more than surviving with hatred,

Who walks into my life if fate can decide,
I decide who I will let to walk out, i let to stay and i refuse to let go is my pride.

Life had its own fate as I grow.

What a busy, tiring and boring Day

Oh my God it’s my Birthday.

Thanks all for wishing me.

Special moment preserved in my memory.

                                                                   

Candles on my cake surround with cheer

An addition candle makes me older year by year.

From the day I was born until now.

You by my side, this is my vow.

I don’t need a birthday song

To keep this life warming life long

Those love and hug means a lot.

True friend s is never in my blind spot.

I wish everything fades to gray

And turn back time to the choice of my way.

To see the moment before I saw this world

My angels hold me like a special pearl.

Life had its own fate as I grow.

Up’s and down in life was another show.

They say wishes on every birthday can be fulfilled

As a kid toys was all I need, now it’s only you indeed

Whatever with past has gone.

The best is yet to rise like sun of the dawn

Mistake you make judging me with my appearance,

I’m just six with eighteen years of experience.

©Irfy

Be real for what you feel

Be real for what you feel

Falling in love seems a mistake,
for the ones who care risk I take.
Just don't wanna end with hate,
You always my friend this is my fate.

Chats and calls will keep us in touch.
Crossing each other minds means so much.
Sometimes bothering makes me think.
Don’t want this ship to sink.

Sailing life with this friendship,
It would be wrong finding the story behind those lips.
I always misunderstand the true meaning behind lover and friend,
Left with no choice but at the end I lose a faithful friend.

As this curiosity arise to know you.
This can’t happen which isn’t true.
I have to choose between right and wrong.
Deciding who will wipe my tears when I’m alone.

©Irfy

She wants us to live with a smile.

Even when I walk in the rain of tears,
Secured you will be in my prayers.
You’ve been the greatest soul for me,
I’m so strong no one ever can see.

The colors of my world fade away,
While my head on her lap I lay.
As she pets me and make me sleep,
I could feel her silently weep.

Her tears could explain,
Being with us just takes away the pain.
She smile just keep us cheerful,
And makes us feel facing life is not fearful.

One day it was god’s call,
She left us once and for all.
The only things she left was bag of pills,
She never told that she was ill.

Then I realize she was worried to see ours eyes wet,
She was the preserved memory I always kept.
Please answer my prayer oh lord,
Why is this son left so ignored?

She wants us to live with a smile.
Be with the one who will walk an extra mile.
If nothing is impossible,
There will be someone to make my dream possible.
©Irfy

Social Relationship

When all started with a “Hi”
Could feel the Magic glimpse of an eye
Vice versa “how are you” we share
Reply like no time to spare.
Angels and hearts: O this is new
Dear becomes My Dear without a clue.
There you go fall into the pool of love
Baby you an angel from above.
Darling you’re always mine
My love for you no one can define.
All the words the symbolize love come out
Suddenly as time passes “with” becomes” without”
Expectation ruins the day,
Till the last breathe sighing away.
Waiting become a routine,
Choices of mind and heart I’m now stuck in between.
After so long, glad to see a chat.
So surprise to see what is that
There you go it’s a “Hi” again,
But rest of the words even I can’t explain.
Busy with sad faces I don’t know reason why,
The last message was just” bye”.
There I go again waiting for the reply
Anticipate seeing at least the word “Hi”
Page unavailable shows that no more the person exists.
I’m now someone in their Blacklist.
Wait.
Wait.
Wait.
Wait.
Wait.
After all it’s not worth waiting.
For someone who can’t understand my feelings.
©Irfy
incident taken from a friend

Are you’re the one I’m looking for

Are you’re the one I’m looking for,
I hear something knocking at my door.
You are the one that would make me whole,
With that smile you touch my soul.

You alone the reason I live.
With all love I have would care and give.
What’s on my mind?
I would keep to myself and say it’s mine.

We are always destined to be as a pair
So much of Endless love to share.
This love I have is more than true,
I wish you knew.

Jigsaw of life you’re the missing piece,
Show me the one oh God please.
Praying to hold you near,
As in my dream wish in reality you appear.

The only remedy I feel,
With you this heart could heal.
To show love and past to forget,
Is it someone I will meet or someone I have already met.

I have heard the stars in the sky,
Live up to its moment and they die.
I live waiting like the last star,
In my desert of love you’re the mirage I see so far.
©Irfy

Feel no hope today, respire for love tomorrow.

This heart fell in love with you,

You belong to someone else, I never knew.

Can’t help this feeling I grow,

You crossed my mind with reason only I know.

Don’t turn away like I don’t exist,

Waiting for you to reply I can’t resist.

Is there at least some space for me?

We can never gain true love by saying may be.

Its true sometimes love is in vain,

All end up broken filled with pain.

Replace with loneliness and sorrow,

Feel no hope today, respire for love tomorrow.

So heartless I can be,

I’m being selfish in love that’s what you see.

My soul cries calling out your name,

On your shoulder my tears is no shame.

To be your crying shoulder is just fairy tale.

Like children believe but in reality it fails.

You deserve to be with the best,

Be happy just moving away from you and the rest.

©Irfy

Get over you is hardly to say

I can’t simply erase you off my mind,

Precious Memories left behind.

Your pictures keeps me remind day by day

Finally get over you is hardly to say.

You make my heart so sore,

Ignorance is not the way to adore.

My eyes are wet again

This silent weep is much more than pain

In my dreams is where you belong,

In reality you never come along.

I don’t want that day to come for sure,

To say “there is no you anymore”

It’s been a while you say my name,

Waiting for you is making me lame.

Missing you doesn’t gives this feeling an end,

Because trust you and understand.

I never wish my thoughts to fade,

I can’t bear this when you evade.

I’m sorry no words can make this right.

Losing you makes this soul fright.

  

I’m lost don’t know what to do.

There is no one else the way I love you.

©Irfy

Friends

My friends are so unique.
They have the ability to make strong when I’m weak.
They all are one of a kind.
Friends are the word I would use to define.

They will be in my life until the end,
They so special and they are my best friends.
No matter night and day
They make your laugh and sorrow away.

With love help my broken heart to mend
Facing fears together they stand and defend.
When I need advice it’s always free to talk 
When you ask, they don’t hesitate to go for a walk

Most of them I easily forget,
But I feel so lucky and never will I regret.
They say me I’m not alone.
Cares the way I could feel like home.
©Irfy

Priceless gift :)

Wish I could have price to get you back,

But in life you’re a priceless artifact.

I pay the price alone,

When with no reason forever you’re gone.

I do hate to see me when you’re not around

When my friends talk I feel green I sound.                  

They smile with happiness that I can’t resist.

You cross my mind wishing that still you exist.

Worth the wait its part of my fate

I don’t want to die with doubts

Distance is what I always think about

Our closeness is life’s secret edge

Keep your eyes dry is my only pledge.

This space makes me to miss you so much

I realize this love when you’re out of touch.

I wish you to be always by my side.

I have no choice left to decide.

With so many around I talk free.

I feel so weak when it’s you in front of me.

Those eyes without words speak.

With love this heart I seek.

Lost Love

I walk lonely hollow inside,

Hopes and feelings I grow for you i hide.

Moving on and letting go,

In your existence, I can barely know.

It’s true, finders always keep

Loser has no choice but only weep.

You can be the gift of their pray

I feel so lost on my way.

Change, it’s just one thing that doesn’t change.

Imagine bottle of water with a drop of ink.

It’s so amazing the way your mind thinks.

It dissolves the entire bottle with a change.

Some people in life seem so strange.

Expect the loss before it happens to you,

Life with hard times is nothing new.

We all change time to time,

Opportunity knocks the door, with issues we climb.

Ignorance is not the way to change life you live,

Don’t be Heartless to forget and forgive.

Life is so limited please treat it fair.

Give a chance to show love and care,

Change, it’s just one thing that doesn’t change,
trying to be what we are, is always a challenge.

In this world we can’t change everything,

There is one person always to change our world so achieving.

©Irfy

Never make a girl cry

When a girl eyes are filled with tears,

Each drop is born with reason that she fears.

She strives with pain that she hides from all.

Hands would applause when she rise and but not when she fall.

She would wait for the person to say HI

But no one know how fast can time fly by,

Sad to see her walking dead

Awake all night in her bed.

the girl i know

There is a girl I know,
Nothing except loneliness in her heart she grows.
Her father is the world that she loves the most.
His the only man she hold so close.

Rare to see a girl like this,
Coping to fight for freedom is her only bliss.
Show the real meaning behind your name
When Love blossom it burns with desire like the flame.

Reflection of me

When I see the reflection of me
I can’t see the difference what others see.
Born with a talent to write,
What can I do to show the truth in their sights?

Natural talent are born in few,
Some are hidden and the rest never knew.
I write with feelings and emotions.
Some criticize without any devotion.

Wanna hear you voice.

How could u sleep without hearing my voice?

You are hurting me with your wise choice.

I’m left with my inner voice screaming

Its only you I survive with all my knowing.

Wish god to keep you from all evil secure,

Please understand your love is my only cure.

Life is built with so many disputes

Without you I’m been so pollute.

©Irfy

The stranger

I wonder what’s strange about me
Something keeps on saying I’m different to see.
I hide my feelings behind
Left helpless for what’s running through my mind.
I feel lost when see your name,
I feel no human what a shame.
You froze me with a voice I never heard at all
I was speechless, wish you were there for my rise and fall.
We are friends that’s what all see through their eyes
But you’re more worth than a friend for me no one can’t put a price.
I agree that when I look myself in the mirror
I see a stranger so clearer.
©Irfy

My sister's wise words

Once my sister told don’t play around,

No one will be by my side when I’m down.

You find the girl, who cares you,

Who will wipe away sorrow when you’re blue?

Outer beauty is nothing compared to inner beauty.

Finding that perfect mind, heart and soul is my only duty.

I would wait for years and years to hold that hand,

With my entire struggle by my side she would stand.

important words unsaid

No time to leave with important word unsaid

Life is short and can never be bought paid.

Hidden feelings we feel one another.

Truth would make a new world for each other.

Some are lucky to realize that they are once admired.

Loved by some can be everything more to be inspired.

Things can be so wonderful to see in our heads

Only option left is Daydreaming and walking dead.

3 simple words

Three simple words that can change the lifetime,

Wanna change yours and say you’re always mine

Cherish every moment without sorrow.

We will never know when there gone tomorrow.

My heart is just broken,

With words for you that are unspoken.

When there are so many doors open for me,

Regret upon the closed door where only you hold the key.

I feel the distance between us so closer,

The love of our souls binds us stronger.

Waiting for that one day that could change everything,

I would be living with you as my new beginning.

©Irfy

Everything happen for a reason

Everything happen for a reason

A reason to leave me alone,

Now I’m on my own.

You become a cause to reveal the reality.

Without any teaching taught me morality.

This emptiness lies within me,

Letting you go still I can’t be free.

Reason is not an excuse to blame on.

Dreaming which has already foregone.

Whoever comes into life, love can be profound,

Hate the missing feeling when you’re not around.

Life seem so unpredictable and unfair,

I myself have only right to declare.

Life’s test to overcome obstacles,

Facing them with effort s are marvelous miracles.

Trusting you with an open heart,

Live every second as it life’s last part.

Struggling journey of life to stand higher,

Searching the goal for all my desire.

Experience of Success and downfall is always in my vow,

This reason creates who I am now.

⌐iRFY

My crush

I ask myself why I think about her day by day,

When I see her i froze without any words to say.
I have no idea or any clue,
why I think about you.
Your cute smile and gorgeous eyes,
wish she can know me every time when i sigh.
You belong to someone else I see,
but this crush isn’t leaving me.

©Irfy

Unforgettable day

Nothing can be compared on this earth to this love.
You’re so special to me and divine to heaven above.
Your love is life’s dedication,
One of God’s amazing creations.
You showed your love before my birth,
To show now you’re no more in this earth.
You’re my unique and special gift from god.
Through my life with pride I would applaud.
If you were there you would understand my tears,
Hug me tight and calm my fears.
I miss you in my journey of life’s way,
Inspire with confidence every day.
I would love to share,
Listening and with word you would care.
All of my life your love was the best.
My mother’s love is everything among the rest.
It’s been 16 years it’s just flew away,
I will never forget 26th April as its unforgettable day.
©Irfy

for a while

Will you be mine for a while?

Hold my hand and walk a mile.

My loneliness away would fly.

With your happiness my tears would dry.

There is nothing in this life beautiful in beauty than you.

The love in your eyes I would take kindly to.

When the breeze around makes you feel cold,

My warmth is there always you to hold.

The truth you’re simply perfect,

Within my soul, all your ways will I respect?

©Irfy

Meaning of tears

Because of her I knew the meaning of tears,

She not around me is my life only fear.

She was just an angel I couldn’t speak,

She left me a light that alone I would seek.

My shoulder couldn’t handle her body

Why am i left like nobody?

I’m her son that she gave birth to

Standing and watching without a clue

As she touches the dirt my eyes wouldn’t cry.

Even i ask myself the question why?

My tears wouldn’t bring her back again

No matter how I suffer with this hidden pain.

Helpless to see the soil covered over her,

Why isn’t god taking me too as I prefer.

©Irfy

I feel tonight

Tonight I feel so terrible cold.
Waiting till that answer to behold,
I can love so much,
Missing you I can feel without a touch.
Time goes by so slow ,
When waiting for the love you know.
Don’t be the one to change front of me
Hardest part is thinking who you used to be.
Have faith in you shows my way,
Without you this life I can’t play.
My love I have for you better than none
Glad to hear you say “you’re my only one”.
©Irfy

Miss you more and more

If my love would kill your mind

I would walk away leaving you behind.

I don’t feel like home

See you struggling alone.

I would let you stay with your piece

And let Life takes it course as I pass in peace

Live every second like it is the last

Time will heal between you and the past

Happy about the truth you told me,

Smiling always is what I could be.

I wanna see you happy forever,

With the one you will always be together.

Love you, miss you <3

©Irfy

Reply me soon

I don’t wanna put my angel so down

And hate to see your face with that frown.

I do miss you more than my heart do,

I came back to say I can’t hurt you.

You’re the lucky one I miss so much,

Words of your last message in my heart you just touch.

You have so many reasons for that yes,

Wherever you are praise that god would bless.

This is the place where I see me smile,

When appear online, away from so many miles.

I agree that heart grows fonder.

When you miss someone and start to wander.

I will love you always dear you’re so beautiful

Who make my world so colorful?

Miss you badly pls do reply

Waiting for that message please drop by.

©Irfy

Your smile

I just felt behind that smile was me.

But it was someone else now I do agree.

That smile was my favorite one

It’s so special of million things you have done.

I know well that smile hides the deepest secret.

In this life meeting you I will never regret.

In my heart soreness grows stronger.

When I see you, pain is no longer.

Why is it you the key to my heart?

Wish my day with your smile I could start.

Your love represents the kindness you show.

This language you speak only I will know.

©Irfy

That someone who knew your worth.

I was never that someone who knew your worth.

Now I feel so lifeless to live in this earth.

Filled with pain and life was filled with regret.

I never knew that I was threat.

You just blew the light of my candle.

Let me live in darkness that now I can’t handle.

Things would be better if again I could hear your voice,

Silence is not the way to speak which is your choice.

I wish your story within me kept untold.

Age is just a number, life is turning old.

A heavenly gift in world you always be,

A good friend you’ll always to me.

Please give me chance to cry on your shoulder,

From my heart you I will never molder.

©Irfy

Rare gift from god

I have a rare gift from god
it’s my pen which is mightier than the sword.
I could hurt and heal,
but never will take revenge with words you would feel
It flows like water the words i write
People feel surprise and froze their sight
And compliment with "wow
Saying I’m awesome then and now.
When my ink turns cold and dry,
In my heart Inside, I silently cry.
You’re my reason that I stand alone weak.
Patiently wait until you speak.
Those words you would say,
Keep my world light up all day.
Miss yeah :*
©Irfy

Love never dies

It would be good place to visit, but not to stay

I feel lonely as I left my soul on my way.

Memories are made to look back upon.

Those would makes us live on.

I always walk by the sea

On shore write her name with me.

As this, wish that I could be with you one day,

I have no choice left, when tides wash us away.

The sea breeze talks to my ears,

She won’t like to see my eyes with tears.

My tears running on my cheek down,

Dies lifeless as it touches the ground.

This heart needs to fill the space?

With your love forever embrace.

I feel you on the other side of the sea.

Thinking and waiting for me.

In life effort of looking backward

Teach to be strong moving forward.

I would try to live without you much possible.

To take away you from my heart is impossible.

©Irfy

Angel of death.

If I was to live only for few days
And its end of my life phase
I do feel like to say this world good-bye.
And say everyone “it hurts don’t cry”

I don’t want anyone to be my option,
Sorry angel of death has decided for my adoption.
The days I do regret,
You I will never forget.


I could see darkness of the night,
Which blackouts my sight.
Finally I met,
My angel of death.

My Clan

This clan I would stand with extraordinary skill,
Playing with pride to the clan of thrill.
Whenever I fall down on the ground,
I could feel so many hands helping me around.
Brotherhood and it’s not just about gaming was our scheme,
We stick together and play as a team.
Spirit of this team.
To be the best clan is my dream.
Proud to be Tech-Morphian and scream we are together
I want all of us to be backing up one and another.
I believe I can fly,
With you guys I would touch the sky.
- Fragy 3:)

It’s so impossible to understand this mind,

It’s so impossible to understand in this girl mind,
Without any answer I’m just left behind.
Why are you just fading away?
This wasn’t my wish I always pray.

You’re 2056 Miles away from me
Still I could feel that vibe across the sea.
Would wish to meet you again
At least in silent in your heart I would remain.

Don’t ever say everything happens for a reason.
You aren’t s any clothing I would change for any season.
When I lost and blind, blackout are all I have
Please be the one who would save

Bangladeshi pride

This is from patriotic girl to her country.

Such a great day,
Celebrate in prosperous way.
Something special to my nation,
Red and white are the perfect combination.

I do miss all and remind those memories,
Handsome boys and girls with bindis.
In other words it’s called Bangla beauties,
Those face with smiles are compared to cuties.
Traditional food and fun,
Happiness shared among old and young.

In the red and white saree I can’t imagine you
How gorgeous you would be for the world to view.
To show the Bangladeshi pride
With flag to hold and stand beside
Shuvo nobo borsho

©Irfy

Tear me please

You tore me apart till I was left with nothing.
Lost myself thought you’re everything.
The memories are kept has my history
Leaving my soul behind was always a mystery.

I do cry for the promises I couldn’t keep,
This kept on haunting in my sleep.
I do remember the time that we first met.
Vampire diaries will make me never to forget.

Picks and drops on my way.
Listen to stories you would say.
Close I would stand by your side.
Shared the love we had inside

You do say me listen your favorite songs.
I would listen to all day long.
I would start my day with your call.
But realize you will never be there when I fall.

I do hear your sweet voice which you called crap,
I keep it secure in my mind forever wrap.
People say once your broken you can never be fixed.
I do say life is like building bricks.



I know how I was so helpless.
Time showed me fighting was worthless.
Your ignorance build me day by day.
This lesson taught me everything has a price to pay.

I am stronger you will never know.
The effort that says me you can, I grow
I have to let go and move on.
So I will know why I should be left alone
Miss you take care be a good person in life
©Irfy

Is this about me

I’m weird guy with curly hair.
Not so tan and slightly fair.
Cutest thing is my frown
Funny it would be when I’m around.
Lot of love with Dry jokes
In Facebook I would war with so many random pokes.
LOL is LAUGH OUT LOUD what your say
I would say LOT OF LOVE and keep smiling all day.
Some say I look like an uncle and to be change my self-young
I feel awkward when child calls me daddy and I go stun
I prefer to be an uncle so no one would like to love and marry.
“I’m not available” is the title I carry.
Some say if closely notice they do fall for.
Please read the warning sign “at you own risk “before entering my door.
I am not attractive or handsome to be your man.
With this loneliness I alone stand
Your features may make me cute and adorable too.
Your colon and star is something new.
I wish it could be for real.
To hug you tight and show you how I feel.
As you came and chase me away
Saying no more Facebook need sleep for the day.
Everyone’s voice I wouldn’t understand.
Only you belong to this no man’s land.
©Irfy

Waiting for Reply

I do wait so long till you reply
A message I silently cry.
I can’t define this relationship.
With this pain and love I grip.
I do admire you than my self esteem
Pls never say my love was just a dream.
With faith in your love I do believe,
Waiting so long with no reason my soul would leave.
I would proudly say you the healer,
For my heart you’re the only love dealer.
I’m just a troublemaker
Left has your heartbreaker.
will miss you tc be safe
©Irfy

The key to my heart

The key to my heart you hold,
Most precious than diamond and gold.
It’s one of the kinds,
You can live with peace of mind.
It’s empty in space,
With your love can be replaced.
Where I would always fall through,
Being the guardian to this world you have come to.
Now in your hands it is secure,
With love and happiness I feel so pure.
My soul found the key,
Without pain and sorrow now I’m free.
I want you to open this heart,
Before I fall apart.
<3 u so much
©Irfy

i Miss you so much

Why don’t I dream about you anymore?
Your one of the person most I adore
As I shut my eyes and fall asleep
The love have for you is so deep.
Wish could have those old times.
That we couldn't say any of my nursery rhymes
On this earth we couldn’t do great things.
But with your love with pride would say I did small thing.
We used to sleep on your lap as you sing,
And wake us to as the morning clock ring.
You would dress us neat and smart.
The handkerchief on left is the funny part.
You would hold us tight as we do run away
It was how you show you love and caring every day.
Thing just changed as the time passed by
What you taught us was be strong not to cry.
You always kept us secure away from pain.
And left us like you heading on the last train.
The last word we couldn’t hear from you.
You left this world which isn’t true.
You’re always close to our hearts.
Ask god “why is your wish to keep us apart”
It’s been years and years.
Still when I think of you my eyes would tear.
Every April is the month I would hate.
As it reminds the day we lost our soul mate.
Love u so much you’re always with us forever
©Irfy

Miss you So much

Whenever people gradually put me down
I forget that they are jealous about my crown.
As with pride I glitter and shine,
The truth is that it was my parents making me so divine.
There is something about women that we don’t seem to know,
Their Ability to carry 9 months of life inside as they grow.
No man can underestimate the superiority,
Except the fact it’s their Inferiority.
Men, without them, a woman is nothing
He would be the one who Defines life with a meaning.
But between both they share the same equality.
And they belong to one kind which is humanity.
This is for the lady with pride I would say a MOTHER.
And for the gentleman I would say FATHER.
Without them I wouldn’t emerge from darkness.
And guide with light from their extreme brightness.
There is nothing compared to motherly love and warmth
and a father with his care and comfort
My Angel gave me strength to live strong
and taught me to live in the heart where I belong.
Miss you mummy and daddy
<3u so much
©Irfy

Raindrops cross her mind

As I walk by standing under the rain,
I feel so complete no one can explain.
I wish my love for you was like the raindrops,
Showers on you until u feel it should stop.
Wherever you step and far you go,
This true love will always follow.
When you count each drop you will know,
How much I love you which I can’t show.
Smell of rain in the air,
Makes heart fill with your love and care.
Once the rain leaves me alone behind
I wish as raindrops could live forever in her mind.
©Irfy

Reality of life

Held with yesterday experiences and memories
Life isn’t full of happiness.
Always there is some truth untold.
Heart grows stronger and bold.
As time passes by we all be old
It’s only with a smile left back to hold
Someone special would make us smile
Time spent with them makes it so worthwhile
It’s not about what you hear and see,
It’s that believe in god in peace walk free.
Been cold and heartless
Will make to live a life so meaningless
Love and hate are two parts to play.
Hate the pain and live with love everyday
The reality of life is those hidden sorrow
As we walk with strength for tomorrow.
©Irfy

my paper listen more than you do

A drop of ink on this paper when my pen cry
I fall for you in the blink of an eye.
With words I have lot to say,
With no reason I love you all the way.
Want to be in your heart even though it's called prison,
This paper has no choice but only to listen.
Every time my heartbeats wish it wouldn't stop,
As I end my book with a full stop.
Special words on this paper for you,
That’s how I express my feelings which are true.
For every paper from this book of my life story,
You will be the person, I would credit my pride and glory.
©Irfy

memories i want to keep

I don’t want our memories to wiped away
Like words on the blackboard no longer stays.
I don’t have any words to write
Left with emptiness is by my side
My fate makes me feel so lifeless,
And realize journey of life starts and end with same darkness.
Silence prayer in my room
Grant my pray for you get well soon
As the nightfall I walks search of the light
I could see you far away shining bright.
Distance between makes it unclear.
As I come close from my dreams you disappear.
You will always live in my memory lane.
I would love you more again and again.
? get well soon
©Irfy

Past i wanna format 4ever

Once you asked me “why do cry over you past”
Memories of the forgone times always last.
The days with happiness I used to smile,
Were so many people as reasons for my lifestyle?
But some of them never were meant to be for me,
And realize that’s how life was to be.
It’s that you give everything,
And last with yourself nothing.
I wouldn’t say I’m right and they were wrong,
It was my fault blind to know where my heart belongs.
Life is not about relationship status in everyone’s wall
But the perfect person u blindly fall
Once I said to my heart fall when you’re ready,
Not when you’re lonely and unsteady.
Till I forget all my past once for all.
Will you wait and when I'm ready for my call…..
<3 you and miss you tc be safe
©Irfy

As i start to write.

As I carry this pen in my hand,
And write what my heart could understand.
With feeling day by day I grow
Words like rivers it flow.
Some lines I can’t explain
Resembling the smell of the rain
Sometimes I feel nowhere to be found
When in mind you cross around
Without you my world would be empty
Wish this doesn’t happen in reality.
In me you awake my desire
Offer light and warmth as the fire.
As time passes by,
Sun fading turning into a night sky
While I continue to write
I can hear you say “your life with words don’t in spite”
As my pen is out of control,
I lay asleep and in your world I fall
It’s not how much you say “I love you”
But to prove it is true
I will prove with words in all my writing
I can’t hide this feeling, I’m missing you.
©Irfy

Need my moon back

I was wondering where you have been
Everyday refreshing this screen
Hope you would appear
Missing you was my only fear
Then realize you were ill
Surviving on pills
I wish I could cast a magic to spell to all your pain
To perish away and not come back again.
I wish you to recover soon
So I could see my moon.
Which makes me wonder every night?
Like me night has lost its light.
Get well soon I pray tonight
I feel so down until you’re alright.
My prayer to god would be,
Oh god your cure is the key.
Please show some humanity,
And replace me with that pity.
Want you to be back to bright up lives
With your light many could survive.
Miss you get well soon
Light the lonely sky being the moon.
©Irfy

My feelings :(

My feelings are not source of copy and paste
If it was i don’t want my time to waste
As people around me put me down again and again
I walk with smile carry a heart filled with pain.
I appreciate one thing about them
They build me up like a skyscraper
I would reach so high and high
Until they climb to see the sky.
Whatever said one day they will regret
I would forgive but not forget.
©Irfy

Place in my heart just for you

I would say with pride to the world that I’m single
But my heart is taken, I’m sorry I can’t mingle.
Place in my heart reserved for you very strong
I bet you I would keep you secure through my life long.
Don’t mind how shattered and broken into pieces
With you I can turn into a masterpiece
The things which are invisible to my eyes,
Visible to heart that hardly cries.
As with words my heart can’t express,
Will you be mine my last humble request?
It’s not on rent or lease,
Forever you can live in peace.
©Irfy

Virtual world :)

I hate this virtual world of mine.
So many hide as if they have done a crime.
Behind every profile they build a disguise,
From truth which is invisible to our eyes.
They seem to be a different person on their wall
And pretend to be someone to inbox at all.
Everyone have their own status to share.
And they appear offline from the time they spare.
I’m been added in so many list,
I feel in some I never exist.
The saddest part is once you’re in the block list,
You just wonder why and been so pissed.
I rather be a stalker than a faker,
Faking with so many lives and been a heartbreaker.
You hate people you actually know,
As this social world rapidly grow.
Wishes and greeting are perfectly fine
But none of them real meant like once upon a time.
Pokes and likes comments and more….
Miss those hugs and kiss which aren’t same for sure.
I just wrote what I felt, this not the life we are made for,
Care and share happiness among all you adore.
©Irfy

Mystery in my life

You are a mystery, I have in my head
Hope this heart could solve before it spread.
The sparkling magic when you’re around,
I keep saying my heart, rare friend I have found.
To pretend as friend, I can’t take this anymore
To ease my mind I walk by the shore.
I could see the waves that winds make
With your memories my heart is awake.
This feeling grows day by day.
Even you’re so many miles away.
I admire the creation that god made,
The magic in your eyes never fade.
As the rise and fall of every tide
Makes my heart feels so cold inside.
Life has so many ups and downs
Worth to walk with smiles made from frowns
I feel the sea breeze around me,
Your warmth to free my soul is still a mystery

©Irfy

Let this leaf fall in your Hands.

When you sit alone under the tree,
Asking yourself "why is it happening only for me".
Inner voice within and the windy breeze around,
With loneliness and emotion in your heart could be found.
As sorrowfulness that fills your eyes,
You can’t handle anymore good-byes.
As the breeze gets strong,
And this tree can’t hold on.
I would be a leaf falling in your hands,
With my last breathe to live on.
Would make you smile with happiness
And take place your loneliness.
As a leaf I have crossed your mind.
In your memories with love I have just signed
When u hold me tight with care
Reminding the ways in your eyes I stare.
I never left you alone
As you are my queen next to my throne.
©Irfy

Miss you so badly!!!

In this lonely dark night
I see my star far shining bright.
Like the flower waiting till the sunlight,
Waiting to blossom with love in your sight.
If I was the one bothering in your head
I would just live with whatever you have said
Counting my days to be with you
Seem so hard, the answer you already knew
I do agree the one reason is me,
Your silence speaks more i could see.
As I stay long could feel the rain
You as raindrop my heart never can explain.
In your absence I’m perfectly fine.
As I move on, I wish you to be always mine.
When love has unique meaning with your love
I want those eyes to speak to me now.
miss you ?
©Irfy