Finish What You Started

This is what I deserve or is it fate.
At this moment my mind is under lost state.
I met you of the fantasy world I was in,
Reality showed what my new beginning is.

Even though I can’t reach the height of what I am now
Someday I will do my best and show you how.
I know I’m a hollow vessel in everyone’s mind
But in my heart there is true love you will never find

It’s true with me all feel so insecure,
But my feelings are true that was for sure.
The tragedy between lovers is not their love life
But the sound beyond them that strife.

I will do my best to the entire question asked
I’m not going to let people recall my past.
I will show what I can be to achieve what I need,
It was you, to the world I will one day concede

What I learnt is feeling I can’t do it is impossible,
I know you in my life are making everything possible.
It’s up to you to decide,
In my mind and heart I have only you there is nothing to hide.
Irfy ©
20/01/2015

The Day I Met You

The day I met you the truth I want you to know,

The feeling I had was to hold you tight and never let you go.

I was so nervous and couldn't breathe.

That instant you beside me never let me speak.

With your smile the silence on me you cast,

I'm glad I could see you at last,

Until I saw you in my life I had no clue,

I have found someone so true,

My Bubbly Boo that's YOU

Your reply was the amazing thing could feel

I know well it’s from you and it so real.

When my eyes first laid upon you,

I didn't know what to do,

My mind buzzed like a bee and my heart ran like crazy,

But despite my awe and dizzy trance,

I fell in love all over again just by that one single glance.

Life is a mirror

We face so many people every day,

There is only one I ask "today are you okay".

From all I do hide what I feel inside,

It’s only from you I can never hide.

I think for myself without you it’s not possible to know me,

Where only truth you could see.

With my own eyes I hate to look,
flaws and all the hidden truth.

You may be placed on the wall,
but it’s only you my true self you can call.

“Believe in yourself” is what I feel when I stare,

The reflection I see is that hidden glare.

With action to you I may speak,

You show me that in my own way I’m unique.

Between us the truth I knew,

Life is a mirror; you don't smile until I do.

©Irfy

The Star in my head

I think sometimes gazing the stars up high,

Without you the night seems so dry.

When you’re with the moon why do you shine so bright?

One star replied “we shine always but it’s only the special ones that sees our light”

  

I wonder how I am special when whatever I do is wrong,

No matter what I do it’s the same mistake I do lifelong.

I may be lost in finding what’s right,

Just feared would say good bye without saying you stars good night.

  

I could see one star shining with all its light far away,

I asked “oh star is something wrong, why you feel so stray”.

This star replied me “say me what’s right in our lives”,

I felt the sharp pain of a million knives.

  

I was so interested to know more about this special one,

I asked again “isn't your life a normal with worries of none”.

This star replied me “feeling weird and trying to be me before I turn red”.

This time I felt tears from eyes that silently shed.

  

All I could say is lonely star just don’t let your eyes cry,

Simply smile till the end and make every night like it’s your vanilla sky.
©Irfy

Every one has this moment,

Every one has this moment,

The moment someone tells you that you're not good enough.

No matter what it is i would face it even though it’s tough.

They say me just give up its not worth a try,

I would stand strong and no longer i will cry.

I don’t care if you don’t believe in me,

I believe in GOD and bow down on my knees.

The only thing I would like to say “just leave me alone,

I don’t need anyone’s advice it’s my time I’m on my own.

I just feel how people around me put me down,

With the fake smiles they just frown.

There is nothing within you people for me to embrace.

You will know how hurt a person can be If I put yourself in my place.

Stop giving excuses when you don’t know what to say,

If you struggle in life don’t just pretend to be scarecrow find you way.

I’m better off without you,

That’s my destiny and the way i grew.

Do your duties don’t expect in return,

Avoid making mistakes as from them you learn.

Nothing more nothing less,

Stop complaining that life is a mess.