I Hate This Cold

Sniffy nose and terrible cold,

Chills and fever I can’t bear to hold.

I hate this weather makes me ill,

Snuggle my pillow tight and still.

At least hope these panadols will help this pain.

Sneezing is all I do again and again.

God why do I feel so empty and alone,

I know this is fate, that’s why u let me live on my own.

I always go to my emotional side of me in deep,

Turning my eyes wet until I fall asleep.

My weakness that’s puts me down
its only me not the people around.

The Beach

The place I always wanted to be,
Is walk by the beautiful peaceful sea.
Love when the breeze whispers me around,
Sparkly Shells washed by the sea down.
Waves gushing and rushing towards me,
the silence here makes me feel what’s beyond the sea.
Over this shiny golden sand,
if feel like I’m the king of this land.
When I’m lost this beach holds my happiness,
Soothing this heart filled with soreness.
I lay by the seaside and lookout the sunset,
And realize this time is worth and not to be regret.
By this beach would someone like to walk with me a mile
don’t be sad about life, walk with me lets smiles.

The Truth of Lost Souls

I’m writing this to say people all around me and the rest of the world, if life was so simple no one would know what it really means. Wondering what is the purpose of us living in this world. If the purpose of living is all about prosperity and the rest who end up losing hope on purpose others would suffer from a feeling of worthlessness.

In journey of life we meet lots problems. It’s just most of them are in disguised in different ways. What I learnt from my life it’s not easy to lose the one you love the most and certainly not a perfect second you can say “Good bye”. When fate had a choice for the person I love the most to have a reason just to leave me .I was helpless and with no words to say.

Behind every smile I see, there is secret story unsaid, just keeping yourself what you went through in life aches inside. By the time you can’t handle anymore, tears will explain how much you miss them with feeling you hide. I just close my eyes to see the answers for the questions running in my head. Instead, I just could feel loneliness in this empty dark room. For everything what you gone through there is always a solution.

Every man has some pain to talk about. If pain is the evil thing of life then you have never felt love. This pain what we are going through awakens who we are. I believe, the more we experience pain the more we turn bold and strong. Feeling is a part of all of us, it’s part of reality. All of us hide the feelings because it’s so embarrassing. This feeling that all of us are ashamed of would kill us with pain day by day. It’s your feeling, standing up for it shows that you can be strong and stronger no matter what happens. Make pain to be part of life, not your life.

i'm not fixate too youuuuuuuuuu

One doesn't need to be in love to be so close,

I know you feel that I’m carried away with your dose.

I want you to be, but then I don't,

I want to let go, but then I won't.

You feel wise and old,

I realize this kiddo is confined on hold.

I know it’s too late,

Life is always with a choice and I have to wait.

its just what i love about you

With that smile you just cross my mind

When the world seems like too much

You comfort me with no touch

When i say i aren't the best

You put me above all the rest.

Even though u don’t see my tears

With words u heal me get rid of my fears

You always give me my space

So that i could understand how to embrace

Something is special about you, from your smile to your loving heart,

One of a kind of a friend like you I won’t let you fall apart.

In my heart you found to be a special friend
is that shoulder available to lend.