Vision of dreams seems so unclear,

Vision of dreams seems so unclear,
Is it something that tells me not to fear.
It fades away when I find the reason behind,
I wake up realizing this is not one of a kind.

I live in place with sorrow and pain,
Without an answer driving me lost and insane.
Something is missing over my  darkest  nights.
Left all alone figuring what's right.

If this is how I end with my reality,
Losing the one who I care is a no sense of morality.
I don’t want to take my moment for granted.
Knowing the value of memories  is worth more than surviving with hatred,

Who walks into my life if fate can decide,
I decide who I will let to walk out, i let to stay and i refuse to let go is my pride.

Life had its own fate as I grow.

What a busy, tiring and boring Day

Oh my God it’s my Birthday.

Thanks all for wishing me.

Special moment preserved in my memory.

                                                                   

Candles on my cake surround with cheer

An addition candle makes me older year by year.

From the day I was born until now.

You by my side, this is my vow.

I don’t need a birthday song

To keep this life warming life long

Those love and hug means a lot.

True friend s is never in my blind spot.

I wish everything fades to gray

And turn back time to the choice of my way.

To see the moment before I saw this world

My angels hold me like a special pearl.

Life had its own fate as I grow.

Up’s and down in life was another show.

They say wishes on every birthday can be fulfilled

As a kid toys was all I need, now it’s only you indeed

Whatever with past has gone.

The best is yet to rise like sun of the dawn

Mistake you make judging me with my appearance,

I’m just six with eighteen years of experience.

©Irfy

Be real for what you feel

Be real for what you feel

Falling in love seems a mistake,
for the ones who care risk I take.
Just don't wanna end with hate,
You always my friend this is my fate.

Chats and calls will keep us in touch.
Crossing each other minds means so much.
Sometimes bothering makes me think.
Don’t want this ship to sink.

Sailing life with this friendship,
It would be wrong finding the story behind those lips.
I always misunderstand the true meaning behind lover and friend,
Left with no choice but at the end I lose a faithful friend.

As this curiosity arise to know you.
This can’t happen which isn’t true.
I have to choose between right and wrong.
Deciding who will wipe my tears when I’m alone.

©Irfy

She wants us to live with a smile.

Even when I walk in the rain of tears,
Secured you will be in my prayers.
You’ve been the greatest soul for me,
I’m so strong no one ever can see.

The colors of my world fade away,
While my head on her lap I lay.
As she pets me and make me sleep,
I could feel her silently weep.

Her tears could explain,
Being with us just takes away the pain.
She smile just keep us cheerful,
And makes us feel facing life is not fearful.

One day it was god’s call,
She left us once and for all.
The only things she left was bag of pills,
She never told that she was ill.

Then I realize she was worried to see ours eyes wet,
She was the preserved memory I always kept.
Please answer my prayer oh lord,
Why is this son left so ignored?

She wants us to live with a smile.
Be with the one who will walk an extra mile.
If nothing is impossible,
There will be someone to make my dream possible.
©Irfy

Social Relationship

When all started with a “Hi”
Could feel the Magic glimpse of an eye
Vice versa “how are you” we share
Reply like no time to spare.
Angels and hearts: O this is new
Dear becomes My Dear without a clue.
There you go fall into the pool of love
Baby you an angel from above.
Darling you’re always mine
My love for you no one can define.
All the words the symbolize love come out
Suddenly as time passes “with” becomes” without”
Expectation ruins the day,
Till the last breathe sighing away.
Waiting become a routine,
Choices of mind and heart I’m now stuck in between.
After so long, glad to see a chat.
So surprise to see what is that
There you go it’s a “Hi” again,
But rest of the words even I can’t explain.
Busy with sad faces I don’t know reason why,
The last message was just” bye”.
There I go again waiting for the reply
Anticipate seeing at least the word “Hi”
Page unavailable shows that no more the person exists.
I’m now someone in their Blacklist.
Wait.
Wait.
Wait.
Wait.
Wait.
After all it’s not worth waiting.
For someone who can’t understand my feelings.
©Irfy
incident taken from a friend