My missing piece

Searching for the person, where my heart belongs ,
Why don’t you in my life come along?
You been the missing piece of my jigsaw,
I’m so attracted to you with this law.
I feel so better to see u when I think,
But you don’t appear whenever I blink.
Don’t let me pay this price alone.
You always were my stepping stone.
Just give me a sign that u exist,
Am I someone in your waiting list?
I smile I move on with my day,
Wishing u might remember me in your pray.
Helpless to know how you feeling,
For your love I still believe in.

©Irfy

Choice of my heart

My heart has no choice except to keep you.

Secure and live up to.
When it was filled with pain and sorrow,
You just showed me how to live tomorrow.
Every time you make it feel special with care
And I say it’s you and you belong there.
With your comfort I’m so blessed
With this feeling in my heart you’re never a guest.
Whenever for you my heart beats
Without you feel so incomplete.
You deserve to be mine,
My heart wants you with love to define
Lost in your love behind this virtual wall
I’m sorry out of control for you when I fall.
©Irfy

whoever are interested in me i'm sorry

I can never judge your heart and love for me.
Because my heart is taken over and not free.
Hurted you by saying the word "No"
But you should realize can’t live like a game show.
Saving the princess being the dragon slayer
And win the title best player.
There is nothing wrong in you
I’m the one lost without a clue.
I understand that I’m hurt in pain
I don’t want you to love me and be in vain.
You deserve some1 who is the best.
Don’t want you to prove your love with any test.
Every words you put out hurts me
And you’re more hurt I could see.
Pls understand me; this life is in my hands
But my fate is sketched and god plans
Sorry is what i could give to the entire girl out there
I belong to someone who even don’t have my love to share

©Irfy

It's always a Mystery

They say just to let go, and move on.
Close your eyes clear your heart.
Once you’re sealed in forever,
I want you in my life always together.
Leftover with your coin and message
I will never forget until my survive stage.
I find you so close in this distance
Will you be mine from this instance?
I need you to be my crying shoulder
To warm my heart from been colder.
Every time I wipe my tears
In my thought you appear.
Comforting me with your memories
You knowing all this will be a mystery

©Irfy

Waiting till my flower blossom

I just wait until the day turn into nights,
And sky appears with moon so bright.
So that I could see your message,
Eagerly waiting and refreshing my homepage.
That one message could draw a smile,
I would read again and again, which is worthwhile.
Silence speaks more than you think,
I don’t want whatever ship we are to sink.
Understanding your ignorance,
My heart grows fonder in your absence.
Trust is what which build us up,
If you don’t understand then together lets lookup.
Hoping for that some day ,
I’m helpless fate keeps you from me far away.
When you are ill and sick,
Without caring you I’m so homesick.
Ticker sometimes drive me crazy,
When i feel, in your list no more is me.
I happily live in your inbox of yours,
Waiting for the reply even if takes years.
I would wait till my flower blossom,
So I could give you and say you’re my awesome.
<3 missing F-badly
©Irfy

 

Want to start with this kiss

Wanna tell your forehead what you really miss,
With so much of care I wanna kiss.
The magic I feel with your hug.
Makes me warm with your drug.
Your touch would conquer my heart with you desire
With my love you I will always admire.
I would give up anything.
Just to make you my everything.
I would be the one to share your compassion
And give all my affection as my passion
Your uniqueness is like my fingerprint.
In my thoughts its stays imprint.
When in love my eye s starts to shine,
It worth more than a dime.
no matter how you change you name
i call you as my angel of fame
When I need you the most
My angel in my heart is no more close.
©Irfy

My weakness lies in you

I go blind when u appear for a while.,
I’m lost in your world when you smile
Something’s in life I don’t deserve to share
When stuck in between your love n care,
Sometimes we have to accept what you can’t change,
And change what you can't accept, the truth is strange.
Never want you feel that I’m experiencing heartbreak,
Would say u i m happy with the truth that’s so fake.
My weakness lies in beneath your heart inside,
With every heartbeat as my strength which is you i hide.
My tears speak and make me strong.
It’s because I’m weak for you so long.
? n care  you always
©Irfy

you be in my World

When u feel something new,
And I’m the reason for you to get through.
Emotion would play with your soul,
But when you fall for the person your out of control.
If you never know why,
i have those answer in my eyes.
Your heart is where I belong,
In life you wish to get along
You love anything where you find a glimpse of hidden reality.
As your heart shows me, what is hospitality?
Day by day it starts to grow.
With my love your world starts to glow
The greatest fear that i have in me
You disappearing from the place I used to see.
Let your wish come true in this fb world.
But not from my world which is always you.

©Irfy

My lost key i need

Can I be the one responsible for the ring?
On the finger that connect our heart as one whole thing.
We two are made for each other
To be in love forever.
I would love to marry you at the perfect age,
But feel so lost and trapped in this cage.
Cage of fate, where i deserve to never be yours
Like the waves never belongs to the shores.
I can only inspire the beauty of the sea.
With waves and breeze, wishing you were with me
be a the perfect guy who would bend down on one knee
With a ring and say you are my lost key.
©Irfy

When my eyes fall asleep :)

When night makes your eyes fall asleep
In your love i m so deep.
Drowning till i hold my last breath .
Enough with a life of living death.
Waiting till you rescue my soul
Forever from this blackhole.
Your kiss would turn me alive
And this would be the reason me to survive.
An angel, who gave me life will never i forget
Be for her,when she need the most is my only debt
I <3 MY DREAM GIRL

©Irfy

True story from my heart

World with no boundaries will keep human race as one
Which is like A Rare Eclipse of the Midnight Sun
when i need you,your far away across the sea
waiting for the day,so i could say ur only for me.
its nor race neither the religion makes us apart
its only the nation diverse our lonely hearts.
i do believe always i cross your mind.
the truth in your eyes i always find
i dont have definition for this thing i have for you
they say fate plays with life and destiny too
i just feel to let go and move on.
wish to see you,before from this world i'm gone
your silence speaks more than my words
i want you to fly like free bird.
fly across the sea
and come back to me

©Irfy

 

When i'm alone..............

when i feel alone,badly need that shoulder to know
hw cold are my tears in my heart i grow.
when i feel the warmth of your hug,
i become so addicted to this drug.
when i feel the magic in those eyes,
like the sun, could see the love rise.
when i feel the love bewtween you and me
i wanted our souls to be as one,which is meant to be.......
©Irfy

Shadow is nomore mine

"Even the Shadow leaves me alone in the darkness,

be my candle to fill my life with brightness"

©Irfy

 

Give me one Perfect Reason for all this.

i miss the time me and you together.
where once its was just lovely weather
Distance was one reason.
my love for you was not any season
we cared and shared one another
i was so proud to say u my lover.
Religion are diverse and in many form.
but god is one in my blood so warm.
but things started to vary day by day
thats when you decided to get away
i never knew your were in disguise
but your always my angel to my eyes.
i do have feelings for you
it hurts because my love is true.
i would wait when you realise
the truth u cover with your lies
this heart misses you
bcos badly i love you

Wanna say you Badly

your just far away from my sight
with this love for you burning bright.
whenever you describe me as your friend,
it worthless living where it should come to end.
the reason from you i'm apart
is bcos of the love between our hearts
wish could say truth in me
with words that u would agree

©Irfy

My Tears has a Story tooo....

i want my tears to be frozen cold.
so there would be a hidden story told.
each drop are words which are reason for my success
and so helpless when my heart can't express.
I draw a smile that would make my day
but my eyes can't lie for the price i pay.
wish for the day when you are around
and wipe all my tears before it touches the ground.
i just want my heart to say
your my only prayer when i pray.
©Irfy

Just a Dream

If my wish can make my dream come true.
I would wish for you.
They only place I could be.
Walking by the breeze of the sea.
The time spent between you and me.
Will always be once life time golden opportunity.
When I realize I have to wake and let you go.
With the love I never had a chance to show
With those words I never spoken
Taught me to dream with my eyes open.
After all I ‘m just dreamer
Missing you badly

The Magic Spell

No matter how far i m , i just fall for your charm.
i want this sparkling feeling from me to be disarm.
©Irfy

My Shadow Angel

"i would describe u as my shadow angel.
even in the darkness my shadow belongs to you"
©Irfy

In Pain i could feel the rain

knowing that the cloud couldnt handle anymore
Desperate to see the rain,
as your tears come before
knowing the heart no longer could handle pain.
As days passes by,
life makes you to silent cry.
at the end of the day,where will u stand
as you could feel things running outta your hand.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry
show life that there is always one reason for u to smile.
balance the life with mind over heart.
in ur presense ,its always heart over mind.

A True firend 2 remember 4ever n always

Never knew the true meaning of life until I met friends. Life was so meaningless without a friend, you will realize when u have lost a precious treasure.no1 wants to be a poet to express who a true friend is there are so many friends that i have come across, some disappeared and some preserved in my heart forever. When ur down, there is always some1 to lend his hand to say i care n will understand. Have you ever felt how u would feel when.some1 wipes away ur tears which were filled with pain n fear.it would be the day where troubles on ur way will all be perished from your friends prayer. God has created mankind but it’s very rare a true friend you will find. Deep within my heart cold and hollow. Thinking about the past filled with sorrow.

as you grow ... you will know many end due lifestyle where they drift apart and fade away with time. I will never forget that you were a true friend of mine. Existence of love n care was within, you shared every bit to show that its true. What I have learnt is more than earning money; earn ppl which clearly means friends. Every time we fight, have fun it’s all just for a moment but when we realize that was part of our life it so impossible to get back. Where what happened is happened never worry about the past only thing we could only experience it n begin fresh day. Its so natural that every happy memories you will have to share with your friend first.as I learnt that they r like my brothers n sisters after my family its a bond far beyond true love. Its just a being a good friend of mine i will always be there 4 u

Past is past i'm Mr.Wrong

Today...... only my pillow
knew the tears that my burning soul wept....
Dying inside day and night
Not as a prey of this cruel war,
but as a victim,
of your betrayed sacred love.......
My last humble request is;
"Give me a red rose
when i'm alive - not when i'm dead" . . . .
And remember this everyday,
No one could ever heal,
The pain of my wounded heart of the past,
only you could, but you didn't.
Now i'm lonesome, well
you were not lucky to marry me,

Tribute Someone i love the Most

The one to be loved in deep
Couldn't say a word before she sleep.
just could see her sleeping in silence
As we know just lost her guidance

In the journey of life
Losing this priceless motherly bond
Challenging and struggling down
Hoping it all happens for a good

You were the one showed me light.
This candle was with love and bright
One day you just faded away
Leaving all, hearts just to pray.

Never knew the meaning of life
Until i lost you.
No one will ever know
How these eye were wet in blue

Problems kept on knocking my door.
Behind it was the worse nightmare.
Felt so empty and looking for
The one could really care.

There will be no1 compared to you
The truth is can't get back to you
Only i could preserve with memories
Was my only treasuries

i could c me in you

You're voice i hear when i close my eyes..

spinning outa control it ain't by choice..

you're my truth in a world of lies. .

time doesn't skip,around you it flies..

others maybe better,richer and nice..

but my love got no tag,it got no price..

if life's a game lemme be your dice. .

i'll change all rules if you be my prize..



a lifetime is less to me you said..

to know what's truely in a person's head..

inspite,when i saw u the second i met. .

found my missing piece,for me you're meant..

this feeling i believe,this heart i trust..

to make you mine it says i must..

You know it's real you know it's true..

i see in your eyes you feel it too..

 

your thoughts,you words a two sided mirror..

i catch my reflection,it's crystal clear..

you're far,you're away yet you're near..

the beating of your heart is all i hear..

got me thinking now you have me scared..

the impossible, the unachieveable i have dared..  

 

 

Ain't got no name,it ain't no game..

can never be the same,whom am i to blame..

I could see me in you. (Original Version)

Can't think straight I've lost my mind. .
Can't see clear you got me blind. .
My heart's gone missing for i can't find..
what you've stolen that's rightfully mine. .
Ain't no difference to night and day..
Can't hear what them others gotta say..
You're ma prayer and it's for you i pray. .
In you i'm lost,through you i found my way. .

I could see me in you. .
I know you feel it too..
To me it's what you do. .
This is real this is true..

The 8 letter word.

The 8 letter word between me and you.
is the test of love which has no clue.
i would withstand to show is true love
and to be with you rather the angel from above.
measure my love for you.
not the 8 letter word which makes you blue.

The Last Good Bye.

This feeling keep me alive n awake
if u can prove this is fake.
i would say u the last good bye
and walk away with my dry eyes.

The Hidden truth i wanna say you.

Those unspoken words in me only my heart knows.
my eyes is gonna tear till truth flows.
the truth is you in my heart
and from my eyes far apart.
i wanna be the person to occupy ur emptiness
and give all the missing love and happiness.

The inner voice in me.

The inner voice in me screaming aloud that no one could hear,
Being hopeless and helpless is my only fear.
I see no difference when my eyes are closed.
I’m speechless even in the dream that is enclosed
My imagination buds the flower you in me.
Hope it would blossom with love in my heart, which is my tree.
If bleeding with blood is so hurt and painful.
Try loving the dream girl in you, who don’t exist.
And feel how long in your life you can resist.
I feel so in between truelove and being alone,
Waiting for the one to free me from this dark zone.

How would be my "Dream Girl" ?

She would be gorgeous to my eyes, when she stares no man can put a price.
A walk with her was my only bliss,this golden chance will never regret and miss.
Her smile is the cutest things of all,she is the perfect wen she wears the shawl.
You could feel the love and care,and wish we was God chosen pair.

The Life i wished to be

My life started to change when i was 8 all say it happen 4 a good.In the journey through life we have have to struggle with so many up's n down's.The bond in me lost the motherly love.
tears hidden in me knew what has gone will never come back forever will always fade away from me but be persevered in me.still cant forget the incident that happen 14 years back.when we inspire the memories it fulfill our life's purpose.it was April 26th 1996 which was unforgettable day in my life.i miss her so much. when i see around the world i feel so empty like i have been missing something.the love i should really had but never could share it with.you weren't there when i really need you but you was always in my heart i remember you always.Day by day,year by year things started to change from family to friends.Problems kept on knocking my door every time i open the door its the worse nightmare.thought to have a better life but never thought it would be worse than what i thought, i realised that in life its so simple to advice when the same problem on us we are lost.its that all have same problem but in a different way when compared. hiding the sorrowfulness have become just to keep withing me just like window dressing myself everyday.its friends who are my saviors' they keep me occupied but for how long i m gonna disguise myself.my dreams begin to fade i try to look forward my day the pain in heart graving.i m not gonna give up in life try hard to face anything that being a barrier,its so challenging.this priceless love is is very rare to get in life i missed.
There's no substitute now n always i will show her that i can make her to be pride worthwhile.I want god to give me 1 wish so i could wish for something that i regret now
too be continued.....................................